This is so fucking unfair. The one time i go out and try to have a good time just to get shit off my head youre mad at me. Well you can go fuck yourself cause im tired of being the one to stay home when youre out just wondering where you are and what the fuck youre doing. I was so fucking happy too cause my mom actually let me go out and she never does hahahaha😂 but anyways thanks for killing my vibe when all i did was fucking think of you yay

Nobody will ever understand how bad i wish i was NOT the jealous type. Its the worst feeling anyone could possibly feel! I just hate it so much. I wish my boyfriend and i could switch roles for a day, a fucking hour even. I just wish he was the jealous one and not me!!! This weekend is going to be shit because i know hes going to go out and im going to be home just wondering what the fuck hes doing. AND I HATE IT SO MUCH!!!!!!!! I try to be as understanding as possible but it just sucks really bad. sighhhhhhhhhh 

I dont know why im not being myself or why im so sad all of a sudden. Its so annoying i hate feeling like this it makes me feel so pathetic and i hate crying! I dont understand whats causing my mood to change from happy to complete shit!! I just feel so weird an i cant explain it, no one will understand. But i gotta be stronger than this and not let it take over me. I just need some extra loving tonight😔

Ive been feeling so sad and emotional lately any little thing makes me want to cry. I have no reason at all to be feeling this way. Maybe its bc i think im in love and i have all these emotions going on inside of me and i just havent been letting them out. Theyre good feelings but i havent had the chance to express myself and i guess theyre turning into shit hahahahaha idk man i just need to stop feeling so crappy